Banish Him From My Thoughts

banish him from my thoughts
i feel the darkness closing in
i gasped in search for a bit of light
your face to be revealed
it seemed eternity long
eternity searching from a shadow

i want you to be captured
to be chained
and away
throw you into a dungeon
farther part from my memories
that have grown bleak with longing

the necessity of seeing you
even only in my dreams
had made me grow weak
submissive
frail
meek
sick

better take you away
no matter how much it hurts
drive you away
from my mind
my thoughts
my heart
my soul

sacrifice this heart
for eternal bliss
but can it be
when you are the source of all this?