I don’t know why i am depressed….
it’s like…
all of a sudden
my world turn into shades of
black and white.
i feel terribly sad…
and i can’t stop
the tears running down my face…
I feel alone….
everyone seemed too far
though they are just there..
I feel cold…
and i feel chest pains…
only in my head…
I feel like i am choking
and dying…
and my heart beats like crazy…
and after a while…
it will stop.
i feel lifeless…
i am in pain…
powerless…
and i’ve been like this since yesterday