I reread my blog entry entitled “Forgiveness.” I said in that blog that “I find it hard to forgive people who refuse to admit their mistake.”
Well, don’t get me wrong. I am not some wise and holy person who considered herself flawless and all-knowing. I am not God. I am not saying that I do not make mistakes. I can be filled with pride but I know when I learned how wrong I am on some things, I admit them and apologized if it adversely affected a person or a group.
There are times when I can be so cold and stone-hearted that I refuse to forgive. And part of it is due to my inability to accept my mistakes. Well, I did admit it in that entry. I said that “There are so many things I have to learn.”
That entry show how I am in conflict with myself more often. I also tend to overthink things that end up with me contradicting myself.
But I hope my message could be read, apart from my personal dilemma.
“…let go of personal biases and pride. Learn empathy, consideration and compassion.”
The same things I need to learn.